I’m writing this post now because to be honest I don’t know when or if I am going to be able to write another post again.

Since April the people I have been staying with have been hinting and on a few occasions asked us when we were planning on leaving. We always said soon because I always believed soon. I want to leave just as much as they want me gone. I’m not happy here, yes I am more than grateful for their generosity and kindness but if for one second any one thinks I am happy not having a job and sitting at home all day then they truly have a warped view of life.

One of the schemes they’ve come up with is saying that some people are coming over and it would be fair to give other people the opportunity to stay as well. What they don’t know is that every house I have stayed at has used that plan. And it has worked. What option do I have?

The people are coming over this weekend about three of them and I’ve met them before. I’ve been asked twice this week what my intentions are and all I can say is God is going to help me. And believe me I know how ridiculous that sounds too, but it is all I have.

So I have to leave within 24 hours 48 at the latest and I have no where to go or any idea where else to go to.

I have enough money to stay about two days in hotel which I don’t think I’m going to do. It’s a terrible idea.

I’m about 30 mins drive from my old house and I know I can’t go there last time I did I slept on the street, I don’t even know what I was hoping to find.

So what I’m saying is, if you don’t hear from me for a while its because I have no way to write any more posts my laptop is broken and I don’t have a mobile phone that has high speed internet. If I’m able to get to an internet cafe I’ll try my best with that.

Its been an amazing journey with you guys and I’ve enjoyed it, I never imagined it would last this long. 2 months was what I thought  I could handle.

Its been tough I’m not going to lie about that and I just hope that your life works out well and you do something with it, don’t destroy your life.

Goodbye for now.

Yours, Homeless Girl.